Bar Wrap Up

It has taken me a week before I am ready to reflect on the bar exam. I can't say I have done nothing for the last week but close to it. The nine weeks of studying and exam left me pretty exhausted and having moved in the middle of it, I felt like I woke up last Friday in a life I did not recognize. It was only nine weeks, but the bar is all consuming, so I have been a bit disoriented.

So with one weeks retrospect, I guess I can say that it was pretty stressful although I had most of my anxiety dreams about it since it has been over. It happens at least once a day that I start thinking about some topic that was on the bar exam and wondering if I answered it right. I feel like I pretty much still remember almost everything that I knew a week ago, but I am sure that will slowly change.

It was not all bad. I do feel like I learned a lot and there was a certain sense of comradeship with other students that I had not felt in a long time. It didn't have the same feeling as first year classes where we were all graded against each other on a curve, although I know everyone looked around the room and thought to themselves that 1 out of every 4 people will fail and hoped it was someone else.

Speaking of the room, it is hard to imagine exactly what the conditions were like. I don't know how many people took the exam on computers, but there were probably 500 people sitting at their computers in groups of 2 in a single conference room with a proctor at the front on an elevated dias reading us the same instructions for each section of the exam and interrupting out thoughts at 30,10, and 1 minutes to go. I took a picture, but you can see too many people's faces for me to be able to post it.

The bar exam is probably like a lot of other experiences that really cannot be understood until you go through it. It strikes unique anxiety in almost all lawyers no matter how many years stretch between now and when you took it. For a professional organization, the bar association does not really make a good first impression since the first real experience you have with them is the bar exam.

I am glad it is over and I hope I will not have to go through that again, but all that is left for me now is to wait until the results come out in October. In the meantime, I have some more time off, and then I will be interning again at the prosecutor's office until the results come out. As far as this blog goes, I think its purpose as a law school blog has about concluded. I haven't decided whether I will continue blogging, but look for a couple more reflective posts about law school and then I will be wrapping this up.

Done.

After literally two and 1/2 days of cloudy weather, the clouds just broke and the sun has come out after the end of the exam. School's out for summer; school's out forever (hopefully.)

Almost done!

18 questions covering potentially 22 subjects are over. There was no evidence question and no Sales question but three torts and two contracts. Weird. This won't make must sense unless you have taken or are taking the bar. Six more professional responsibility questions and its over. Phew. Almost done.

Day 1

All I can really say about the exam at this point is that it is pretty exhausting. I was having a lot harder time remembering the rules on the 9th essay than I did on the first. I had both criminal law and criminal procedure today, which means I had a easy start and I still have some of my more difficult subjects ahead of me: business entities and constitutional law. Adrenaline and endurance. That is what I need to get through tomorrow.

Its here.

After 8 weeks of studying, it is finally here. If you were going to describe the skill needed most for the bar exam it would be endurance. I have probably written over 200 practice essays, and now I only have 24 to go. I can only hope what I have done enough, because there is not much more I can do. My success will not hang on what I do tonight but on what I have done for the last 8 weeks. I know what I know and don't know what I don't know. No matter if I fail or pass, I have done about as much as I could do. One can always do more, but it feels like I have been studying for the for years. A good night sleep is what I need now. I will check in here when it is over and let you know how it went.

Tour de Bar Exam

I have not had much time to blog lately. Not only am I mired in bar exam studying, but we had to move over the 4th of July weekend and did not have internet for a week, but we are up and running again. Studying has its good days and its bad days. I am glad the bar exam starts in a week because I am ready for this to be over. I think I am ready on at lease half of the subjects if the exam was tomorrow. I have a week to make sure I have the other half in my head. It was hard to study last weekend because I just wanted to have a day off to do things I wanted to do, but then I remember it was either two more weeks of studying or six months. At least I still have my sense of humor. Last night S found this picture that describes the exact hypothetical our Sales professor used to explain when risk of loss transfers. Imagine you are buying an ice cream cone at the beach and just as the vendor hands it out to you, a seagull swoops down and grabs it out of his hand-vendor's loss because goods not tendered. If you take the goods into your hand, they have been tendered and if the seagull comes in the situation depicted below, you still have to pay for it. I thought he was just making up a crazy hypothetical. I guess I was wrong.